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Wednesday, September 23, 2009
the old me is back... i am sick as ever. yay. headache nonstop for 3 weeks. i went to the doctors this time.. i went twice to be exact. first time for the headache and second time for the crazy gastric. for my headache she said I've got bad sinus. she gave me a set of anti biotic but i finish the set and i still haven't recovered. i had an all nighter on Sunday till 4am and couldn't sleep at all after that for my assignment and now i am sick.. maybe i shouldn't pull an all nighter from now on. =( exam time table is kinda screwed. 2 papers on the 4th Nov (5hrs 20 mins altogether) 1 paper on the 10th 1 paper on the 13th (last day of exams for the school and the last slot!!) how nice... should i change my air ticket from the 16th Nov to 14th.. i am kinda undeceive. gah. i cant wait to go back!! shop eat and sleep on my comfy bed!! eyes sparkled at 3:19 PM Tuesday, September 15, 2009
EXAMS should be officially banned because of exams->ppl get stressed-> ppl eat-> ppl grow fat-> gets more stressed-> becomes depressed-> goes mental->dies because of exams-> ppl study-> get stress-> go for exams-> gets results-> compare-> becomes demoralised/happy/sad/ motivated-> causing some to go mental/arrogant-> fail in life-> dies therefore exams are evil and they lead to deaths!!! be it the death of the soul or the brain cells!!! for the above scenarios, it further emphasize why EXAMS should be banned! ROAR!! screw the exams! Labels: rants, shit school eyes sparkled at 4:46 PM Friday, September 11, 2009
and this is the end of my study break! it didnt feel like a holiday at all.. i've been rushing work and there is still millions piling up. i am feeling a little demoralised about school and about driving. i need some happy pills =( edit: recently theres so many things on my mind. and my mind just wonder off instantly. its not really a good sign because i lose concentration when i am trying to focus. theres too much stuff for me to worry about. i know i should live each day as it is and not think too much but i cant help it somebody save me! maybe i need to get my butt off the seat and my fingers and eyes of the computer and get out to exercise. perhaps it might never happen. Labels: life, rants, shit school eyes sparkled at 4:58 PM Sunday, September 06, 2009
i don't know how to express my feelings now probably its the time of the month and i feel extremely grumpy. but i get pissed of by the puppy at home 1) shit outside my room 2) pee under my chair 3) bite my shirt that's just being washed! FEEL MY FURY!!! i don't have particular hatred for animals but being brought up in an environment that is squeeky clean all the time i can help it but feel that there is bacteria all over the hyper energetic animal! FEEL MY PAIN! they pee as they like shit wherever they like and do what crap they feel like. they bounce around everywhere in dust or mud. tell me how not to think that there's bacteria around? there's a certain religion that has been preaching alot.. i believe in their god but don't force me to do anything. not everyone goes to hell. so what if i believe in more than one and some people believe in none? i believe if god loves us as much as you say there wont be hell. i believe that god is forgiving and loves everyone. i believe he has a big heart and wont bear to see anyone in hell suffering. i chose what i believe. i interpret things how ever i want. and i strongly believe that no matter how many religions are there in the entire universe it just came from the same root. its just the difference in interpretation that's all. god loves us even if people don't believe in them. god has mercy on everyone whether they believe in them or not. they say god created man but scientist say it was the evolution from apes and monkey but who created monkeys and apes. where things did start. i believe in what i believe and it wont change. i don't mean to offend any animal lover or certain group of worshippers but i believe that everyone has their right to choose. and their choice will be right in their perspective. don't force it onto others and if they believe it its their choice. eyes sparkled at 10:36 AM Saturday, August 29, 2009
i've got a swollen toe! and it hurts very bad!!!!! i am whiney cause it hurts!!!! =( i've got heaps of things to do. but my toe hurts! theres a puppy in the hse and it pisses me off whenever it shits and pees at places it is not supposed to. for example outside my door group analysis for 3347 discussion due on tues group anaylsis for 3311 discussion due on thurs 3346 individual essay due on FRIDAY!! omg!!!!!!!! and i am still stuck and i dont know how to continue. i need to restructure my head to think logically. i am whiney! my toe hurts! and i've been eating too much! i should stop eating ROAR! Labels: emotions, life, rants, shit school, UWA eyes sparkled at 9:41 PM Tuesday, August 04, 2009
i am whiney. i've been having a headache! there so much i have to do but i need to do HEAPS of work! i am a major PROCRASTINATOR! GAHHH! motivation! motivation! motivation! BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! eyes sparkled at 8:32 PM Monday, July 27, 2009
happy 21st birthday to me! OK i am officially legal to do anything i want now. but that aside theres money constraint and personality constraint so i am pretty much still the same! eff! after being on earth for 21 years I've come to face it that the F word is a very common word and i shouldn't ostracize it. from today onwards i shall use it.. sparingly as quoted by rjay. he says it is use to emphasize certain things like omg this is effing good. but because i hardly curse or swear or never at all.. i shall adapt to the F word slowly so in the mean time it will be the EFF word or fug so that the pronounciation is there. because i am still trying to get use to it.. damn! why the sudden change in perspective? because the EFFING tutor for strategic management kept using the EFF word throughout the entire tute like for 1 hour. ok maybe this odd perspective will revert back to normal tomorrow but today it shall be as it is. my new acceptance for the bad word. damn i think i am retarded. i am bored spare me the cynical remarks! on the lighter note since i am effing alone here in perth i decided i should celebrate my birthday on christmas! HENCEFORTH from today onwards whenever i am away in perth during my birthday.. my birthday shall be on the 25th December same as santa clause! Labels: birthday, random crap, rants eyes sparkled at 9:53 PM Sunday, July 26, 2009
because i am turning 21 tomorrow i dont feel like studying! EFF! i need the happy mood! why am i feeling emo! bah. its the time of the month coming perhaps! and visiting friends went back already. now i still got one week to survive without the kids laughter and the aunty's cooking! i need to make the best out of everything. but my stomach isn't feeling too good for quite awhile. weather is crazy cold and i am effing emo cos of the amount of work i need to do its only the 1st week damn it! roar!!!!! i am turning 21 i need to step out of my comfort zone. feel the world accept harsh realities but i still kinda dont want to.. sigh.. contradictions. i need to grow up! eyes sparkled at 3:05 PM Friday, July 24, 2009
i realised i haven't been blogging. so here i am.. updating about my life.. i came back a week earlier and ee meing asked me to join the guys for a roadtrip down south.. it was awesome!! loved it heaps! school this sem is rather hectic.. i foresee major stress level increase in the near future. everyone in class has critical analatical skills which i am uber weak at.. omg! theres heaps of readings.. i spent too much within this 2 weeks.. omg! but i enjoy the mini siglapian gathering here in perth. it'll be back to old boring days next week when the guys are all back.. i miss my boyfriend! i miss my berladine!! i <3 polariods!
eyes sparkled at 8:15 AM Wednesday, June 10, 2009
i am growing FATTER!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! my worst nightmare!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! hate hate hate! 2 down 2 to go! 11 more days before i am coming back!! yay to that!!! =) Labels: rants eyes sparkled at 1:37 PM Friday, June 05, 2009
omg exams starts tomorrow!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhh! Saturday 6 June 2009 Start Time: 9:00 am Duration: 2 hours 10 mins* Unit: ECON1101-Microeconomics: Prices and Markets Paper Name: Location: CRAW-EXAM - Crawley Examinations Venue: 101:THR - Winthrop Hall Monday 8 June 2009 Start Time: 2:00 pm Duration: 2 hours 10 mins* Unit: FINA2221-Introduction to Finance Paper Name: Location: CRAW-EXAM - Crawley Examinations Venue: 131:G01 - Physical Recreation Centre Thursday 11 June 2009 Start Time: 2:00 pm Duration: 3 hours 10 mins* Unit: MGMT3341-International Management Paper Name: Location: CRAW-EXAM - Crawley Examinations Venue: 441:G91 - Wesfarmers Lecture Theatre Wednesday 17 June 2009 Start Time: 2:00 pm Duration: 3 hours 10 mins* Unit: HRMT2237-Human Resource Management Paper Name: Location: CRAW-EXAM - Crawley Examinations Venue: 101:THR - Winthrop Hall eyes sparkled at 11:20 PM Saturday, May 30, 2009
have we changed or did the surroundings change. i often wonder what's changing. but oh well. we never realise that we've changed. exams are around the corner. and all i can think about is "i am hungry!" having constant headaches when i wake up is not helping much either. great. i need to stop procrastinating and WORK HARD. i need to clear my mess and charge ahead! jia you to me!! i need heaps of luck =) Labels: random crap, rants eyes sparkled at 10:47 AM i am hungry. and tired. crappy itf! =( Labels: rants eyes sparkled at 12:17 AM Sunday, May 24, 2009
i've been eating non stop. stress & cold FAT. omg! Law and order numb3rs NCIS Gilmore girls gossip girls pokemon the simpsons random dose of destressors. =) now i feel sick. crap. indigestion. argh. RANDOM. arghhhh!!! finance! eyes sparkled at 10:33 PM Friday, May 01, 2009
i HATE the WOMAN!! if u want to save money on electricity why would u have a ceiling lamp with 6 light bulbs... why not just have one "energy saving" lighbulb will do.. damn... if i don't on lights at night and when i cant see then when the hell should i on them...? in the day... bitchy!!! eyes sparkled at 10:06 PM Saturday, April 25, 2009
笑一笑把所有烦恼都忘掉。 笑一笑把所有悲哀都抛开。 让天下所有有烦恼的人都有解脱。 伤心悲哀难过是否笑一笑就能忘掉？ i've witness the darkness of the adult world. when we were young they preach saying that you have to be honest, you musn't lie, you should respect everyone, you have to do the right things. But how do they expect the children to do as they preach when they never practiced their preachings. the world is dark and its only getting darker. where is the love truth and honesty? where is the light to brighten up this dark world. the adults here are so fake. the plastic mask and the fake accent, the nasty gossips and the dirty smirks. yuck. utterly disgusting. its way beyond any words can describe. i am turning 21 when i will be classified under the same category "adults" i don't want to be categorised together with them. i used to remember when i was young and more innocent i used to think that the world is bright and beautiful. every one is nice and if i treated them nicely they would treat me nicely in turn. but now my believes have been shaken. i dont know what to believe anymore. should i still practice what i believe or should i face reality and transform into the nasty adulthood with a plastic mask all the time.. preaching what we would never practice and practicing what we told them not to. great what has this world turned into? eyes sparkled at 7:14 PM Saturday, April 18, 2009
i realised how important some people are in my life. Family Boyfriend FRIENDS i am missing big part of my FRIENDS life.. and they are also missing big part of my life. i know what i say don't really make any sense. but i wanna give a big shout out to all my dear friends out there.. u people are really big part of my life. i cant say i cant imagine life without u people because i am here alone without u people. berlala i miss you.. =( imagine mugging together at times like this.. stressing out together studying or doing our essays or assignments together.. i miss going to lectures with her. the joy the laughter an most importantly the retardedness and the companion.. though at some point in time we get on each others nerves but we had the times of our lives. the common interest we share. the non stop giggles laughters and not forgetting bullying. i miss you.. i miss the others too... kenken gladys timo yk rj kelvin.. the poly people. i miss shujun and dora.. though i've never studied with them but i know it'll be better with them here.. the support they give each other.. the bond.. i miss them.. life isnt that fantastic without people that really meant something to you. i hope i will meet more people. better people that is.. people who genuinely love me for who i am and accept me for who i am and what i will become. Labels: life, rants, reality check eyes sparkled at 9:04 PM Friday, March 06, 2009
i've got rotten luck!! i fell down yesterday and i got scratched all over with bruises everywhere and 2 big patch of wounds on both my knees! i was rushing from one end of the uni to the other end to the NEW BUSINESS BLOCK which was recently built and the path leading towards there has got UNEVEN roads and i fell down! because there was a rock or brick or something buldging out from the ground. and it started bleeding but i was already running late because both buildings are so far apart and i have to go for my tutorial! and when the aunty was back she told me to put vicks on my fresh wounds and it hurt like mad i cried till my eyes swell. and its still swollen now! this morning i burn myself while moving the iron away from the washing machine! someone apparently forgot to unplug the iron from the main plug and being in pain i missed seeing that the iron was plugged and i went to move the iron away from the washing machine and i got burnt!!! now i've got blisters on 3 finger tips of my left hand =( WHAT ROTTEN LUCK! =( Labels: emotions, life, perth, rants, UWA eyes sparkled at 10:52 AM Friday, February 27, 2009
get well soon my superheroboyfriend =( i woke up with a headache today. its only week1 and i've got reports due next week! wow! 13 pages worth to read and i dont really know how to write that report. and my tummy hurts everyday =( and so does my back. my wireless at home is still not working yet =( actually life isn't that sad when u have school. the first few days was SAD.. teehee.. its getting colder already and i realised i didn't bring my small jackets over to perth! roar. i'll head off to rot already people! bye bye ! eyes sparkled at 11:10 AM Thursday, February 26, 2009
sigh.. life is sad. especially when u stay sooooooooo far away from school (1.5 hrs bus ride) and you waited 6 hrs just for the next lecture to find out that the lecturer was sick and lectures were cancelled! yes i got PAWNed!! i was so irritated yesterday.. anyway.. i think my stomach is spoiled again. i keep getting diarrhea everyday =( i am getting a little worried about school work. i dont know whether to get out of this place or live on with it. The other day i came back from school and i walked in all the way from the bus stop which was about 10min walk (unsheltered) with the sun burning my skin i decided to on the FAN in my room and go out for a cup of ICE WATER and yay i got scolded( for living the room with my fan on!). sigh.. should i live on and learn driving so i can drive to school and back home within 20mins or get a place nearer to school! dilema!! help!! headache!!!! eyes sparkled at 11:40 AM |
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