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Saturday, August 29, 2009
i've got a swollen toe! and it hurts very bad!!!!! i am whiney cause it hurts!!!! =( i've got heaps of things to do. but my toe hurts! theres a puppy in the hse and it pisses me off whenever it shits and pees at places it is not supposed to. for example outside my door group analysis for 3347 discussion due on tues group anaylsis for 3311 discussion due on thurs 3346 individual essay due on FRIDAY!! omg!!!!!!!! and i am still stuck and i dont know how to continue. i need to restructure my head to think logically. i am whiney! my toe hurts! and i've been eating too much! i should stop eating ROAR! Labels: emotions, life, rants, shit school, UWA eyes sparkled at 9:41 PM Saturday, August 01, 2009
i miss you like crazy - the moffats i miss you like crazy...even more than words can say.. i miss you like crazy... every minute of everyday... i am super homesick today. boyfriend is sick so am i.. my stomach isnt feeling too good and throat is kinda dry and hurting. i miss my mum. the family is away and i'll have to prepare my own meals. i wish momo was here. at least someone will be there to hear me whine. i miss my family. sigh. i miss my friends. i need to buck up and head back to study. give me all the motivation! =( Labels: emotions, life, random eyes sparkled at 2:39 PM Monday, May 25, 2009
its amazing how a stranger can actually make your day. i've had numerous encounters talking to complete random strangers of whom most made my day. there was once i was feeling really tired and all from everything rubbing my eyes as i walked out of the toilet and a random girl that walked into the ladies just asked how i was whether i am ok. no doubt i was touched at how a random stranger can show care for another random stranger. today there was this old man at the bus stop he asked me what are you studying young lady. i told him management. and he just said "you'll go very far trust me" "you'll do good!" with a smile on his face. it kinda brighten up my day abit. he went on asking how long is my course and where i was studying...but he made this really funny comment that when i return to singapore i won't know how to speak singaporean anymore. how weird. I am a singaporean but it doesnt mean i speak singaporean. like he is an australian but the language he speaks is english not australian. its not the first time someone commented about singaporeans speaking singaporean which made it sound really wierd. anyway exams are coming and i am tired. dont feel quite well this days. might be the weather. it was 4 deg this morning. Labels: emotions, life, random eyes sparkled at 7:06 PM Saturday, May 09, 2009
sometimes i wonder..
it sucks being alone.. insecure..with all random feelings..
I AM PMS-ing... dont bother about me.! eyes sparkled at 4:07 PM Friday, May 01, 2009
i HATE the WOMAN!! if u want to save money on electricity why would u have a ceiling lamp with 6 light bulbs... why not just have one "energy saving" lighbulb will do.. damn... if i don't on lights at night and when i cant see then when the hell should i on them...? in the day... bitchy!!! eyes sparkled at 10:06 PM Friday, April 10, 2009
I wonder why i can even stay at this SHITTY PLACE for so long. so this bloody family i am staying with appears to be all nice and friendly. but every one has got their dark side but theirs is darker just like their skin colour maybe darker. i am never this offensive but towards them i just feel the ULTIMATE disgust. they complain that the bloody electricity bill is increasing and they SCOLDED me for turning on the broken box fan they put in my room on a bloody hot day. it was 36 degrees that day and i took a 1.5 hr bus ride home and walked 15mins from the bus stop in. the "nice my ass" WOMEN told me off saying that if i am not in my room i shouldnt on the fan. SHE told me not to open my window because it gets dusty and i dont know what reason she continued giving.. and since my room is closed all the time it get really stuffy and the only way to let the hot air out is to on the fan and open the door which i did while doing so i went out for ice water which was barely a min. she can tell her friend that it was 30 deg that day and she had to on the air con cos its so hot... hello u stay inside the god damn house all the time.... i just walked in and i only turned on the box fan.. u tell me i am wasting electricity.. some times she turns on the air con in the living room and she herself is not there.. she say she wants to cool the place... isnt an air con consuming more electricity than a stupid box fan. SHE USE EVERY OPPORTUNITY TO TELL ME THAT I MUST NOT ON THE BLOODY FAN WHEN I AM NOT IN MY ROOM. look if the electricity bill goes up its not because of me her daughter showers for more than an hour every day. she keeps her room light on while she is in the living room watching tv.. she leaves the straightener on all the time in the toilet. her son leaves his toilet light on 24/7. her daughter spits soup that the woman cooked for me and said its DOG food. she left the fan in the dining room on all night. she left both sinks filled with all the dirty dishes she promised to clear up. she leaves pots and pans there after cooking. she never clears them up. now the old faggort. he makes me do things for him all the time. every bloody computer thing he screams for me.. even when i am doing my homework. just because i was nice cause his daughter didnt give a shit about anything when he called her to do stuff. serve him right for cutting off the wires for the tv in their room when he realised they both (son and daughter) forgot to turn their room tv off and fell asleep. i am here all alone. i dont get to watch tv cause they occupy it all the time.. i am only restraint in my room most of the time. since i have got laptop and heaps of ONLINE ASSIGNMENT obviously i do them.. but i cant be doing them 24/7 i'll go crazy that way.. anyone would. NOW I GET ACCUSED CAUSE THE BLOODY INTERNET BANDWIDTH GOES UP. it just so happen that i webcam my mum today and i freaking take all the blame. THE FreakinG COMPUTER MAN ACCUSED ME OF HAVING LIMEWIRE AND DOWNLOADING. EVERYONE THAT KNOWS ME KNOWS THAT I DONT DOWNLOAD ANYTHING.. all i download is my school lectures that i missed and assignments that i had to do online. i know that the bandwidth is so bloody limited i dont even go onto you tube.. and the computer man said i might be watching videos and downloading. just cos i happen to use it today it means its me. every thing the old man blames me. the light bulb blew that day and i was standing there he says its me. the tv went off the other time it was also me. the tap is dripping all the time.. and he says its me he said i dont close the tap tight. what the heck is wrong with this bloody old man. I FreakinG HATE THESE PEOPLE. the only thing i still put up with this people is because i didnt want my dad to spend too much on me. FreaK YOU PEOPLE!! I HOPE THAT OLD FART CHOKES ON HIS OWN SALIVA EVERYTIME HE TALKS SHIT! Labels: emotions, stupid people eyes sparkled at 8:23 PM Saturday, March 21, 2009
life is pretty much of procrastination now a days. all i do is procrastinate. my assignments. pretty much uni stuff! bahhh i am getting lazy. =( oh no this is not good news but uni work is just draining me! and exams are around the corner. and project due! and every other thing that u have to have when u go to uni. YAY! .... not. i am so tired =( eyes sparkled at 9:38 PM Thursday, March 19, 2009
i am a happppppppppppppppppppppppy girl! just because its the end of my week and and and~~~ i bought myself something i wanted for a very long time. its nothing much actually but i just go YAAAAAAAAAAAY.. haha i am happy sort of feeling for awhile =) haha to reward myself for something i dont quite know actually.. but anyway to make it sound like its not an "impulsive buy" its a reward for something.*its just an impulsive buy i know* :) hahahaha omg i am just an impulsive buyer. i can be like the spokesperson for Esprit because yes the reward is from esprit. just to add to my collection of HEAPS of Esprit stuff. There is no particular reason why i like Esprit so much i just buy them unknowingly. hahah! anyway. yes its the end of the week and i am suffering from sore shoulder, arm and back. haha i am sore all over thanks to textbooks with heeeeeeeeaps of information that is measurable by the WEIGHT of them.. all my texts are like sooooooooo heavy.. boo to that! sometimes i wonder what am i to become in the future. there is always this perfect image with the perfect sort of personality that comes to my mind when i just wonder.. whether it would ever happen.. perhaps it will =) ok.. i am not nuts.. just that there is too much time for me spent on the bus(1.5hrs) almost every day. so my mind just drifts to imagine sooo many different things... how nice would it be to live in my own imaginary world.. haha anyway i dont think anything is perfect in this world so it probably wouldn't happen. OK i am off to rest now! =) YAY its the end of 1 uni week and EXAMS are coming! CRAP! Labels: emotions, life, perth, UWA eyes sparkled at 12:41 PM Monday, March 16, 2009
omg i need to throw a bitchfit! RIGHT HERE RIGHT NOW!! i am so happy there is this marvellous invention of the internet! THERE is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much resources online and YES i can throw a BITCHFIT any bloody time i want ! i was so depressed that i have got no where to vent my vein bursting full of anger just now when the damn internet was down. i was pacing up and down the house. watching tv. switching channels like nobody's business. feeling all hot and sticky.. mind you i've already SHOWERED! ya you know when u get all pissed and angry u feel all hot and boiling inside. YES that was what i was feeling just now. BUT NOW WHEN THE MARVELLOUS INVENTION OR DISCOVERY OF ALL TIME COMES UP AND RUNNING .. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I AM HAPPY, not exactly happy because i m still freaking pissed. but at least there is a channel for me to bloody vent my frustrations, anger and what not. MY BLOODY BITCHFIT... i am not a person who tend to be bitchy 24/7 but there are things that trigger my inner bitch and thats that! DAMN IT! ARGHH~~ DAMN BLOOOOODY HELL! i think i am a little better already.. ROAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!* insert an emoticon of an angry lion roaring here* !! DAMN IT! OH AND TO ADD ON TO THAT I M SUFFERING AN INSOMNIA I HAVEN'T GOT MY NIGHTS REST SINCE YESTERDAY. ADD ON TO MY FURY! THANKS! Labels: emotions eyes sparkled at 8:03 PM Friday, March 06, 2009
i've got rotten luck!! i fell down yesterday and i got scratched all over with bruises everywhere and 2 big patch of wounds on both my knees! i was rushing from one end of the uni to the other end to the NEW BUSINESS BLOCK which was recently built and the path leading towards there has got UNEVEN roads and i fell down! because there was a rock or brick or something buldging out from the ground. and it started bleeding but i was already running late because both buildings are so far apart and i have to go for my tutorial! and when the aunty was back she told me to put vicks on my fresh wounds and it hurt like mad i cried till my eyes swell. and its still swollen now! this morning i burn myself while moving the iron away from the washing machine! someone apparently forgot to unplug the iron from the main plug and being in pain i missed seeing that the iron was plugged and i went to move the iron away from the washing machine and i got burnt!!! now i've got blisters on 3 finger tips of my left hand =( WHAT ROTTEN LUCK! =( Labels: emotions, life, perth, rants, UWA eyes sparkled at 10:52 AM Saturday, January 31, 2009
life is being a retard it pisses me off when i try so hard and nothing is acknowledged.. everything i do is being belittled. all the achievements though is nothing worth mentioning its still things that i am proud of. i did all those just to make u proud and yet i am not remembered for what I've done right. but for every single thing i fail to achieve or even worst none of my business but i being malign for. what the hell is wrong with this world. i try so hard not to disappoint any one yet i am still not worthy of that little bit of respect. i work so hard only to get hurt. so whats the point. since people think that i am not right when i do all the right things why should i continue doing the right things? i type this as the better of me tells me that i should just continue doing the right things till one day people realise that i am doing the right things all along. but the latter asks me why continue being good when i still get the same amount of blames and scoldings. why should i be good? why should i continue setting good examples when whatever i do, no one follows. and what ever they do wrong is my fault. why should i do the right things? why should i listen and be good. when someone else is pissing them off and then enjoying oneself when people like me being all good staying behind to get the mental torture and psychological abuse. why should i? shouldn't i be enjoying my life as i don't get to be 21 twice? why the hell should i miss out all the fun a 21 yr old gets? why should i keep silent when another person creates all the mess and disruption to everything another person fought so hard to maintain? what wrong did i do to deserve all this crap? why should i keep mum when i am being blamed for the things someone else do. why should i defend a person who would never repent. and be sorry for his/her own mistakes. why the hell should i? and he said.. "you do everything right thing till it's just so wrong." so is doing the right thing wrong? is the most filial person in the entire era of past, present and future have to go through all these? what the hell is filial piety? someone enlighten me. or perhaps them. eyes sparkled at 7:31 PM Friday, January 16, 2009
the heart ache. its been years since i last stood up for anyone including myself. the kind of pain...tears... those screaming of silent heartaches all these years. everyone has a story. every family has their tales. who really understand? who really cherishes? all those silent tears. i wonder if he'll ever understand. what everyone has put in for him. i wonder if he'll ever understand. what we gave up for him. i wonder if he'll ever understand. what life has stalled for him. i really hope he understands... eyes sparkled at 11:04 PM Friday, November 07, 2008
ZOMG!!!! EXAMS STARTS IN LESS THEN 24 HOURS TIME!!!! YIKES!!! on the lighter note. i'll be back in 19 days time!! wooooots~ ohh and i lost my smart rider ( ezlink card), my camera memory card and my computer network key slot thingie is missing tooooooo! ROAR~ Labels: emotions, perth, stress eyes sparkled at 3:59 PM Saturday, November 01, 2008
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Labels: emotions, life, random eyes sparkled at 11:58 AM Saturday, October 18, 2008
someone please tell me why am i always hungry? winter is over i shouldn't be that hungry anymore! ROAR! i am deprived of good food. and i seriously think i am heaty.. my right ear hurts. someone explain that to me too.. why will my ears hurt so bad when i feel that there's an ulcer in my throat. ROAR! there's an ulcer under my tongue too. ROAR! i am blogging and not studying! ROAR! i keep complaining and i am not working! ROAR!!  Labels: emotions, perth, random eyes sparkled at 5:18 PM Sunday, October 05, 2008
damn.. i hate the accounting project!! i got my org behaviour essay due in less then 24 hrs time and i am not done yet!! someone save me... FA and macro due this coming FRIDAY and my MACRO is not done yet!! i hate this... argh someone save me!!! and the house internet wont be up till 10OCT i think i might just die!! someone save me!!!!!! i am annoyed!!! I HATE IT!! ROARRR!!!!! make me smart like Vroom or Locke or any smart ass!! roar!!! Labels: emotions, perth, stress, UWA eyes sparkled at 5:44 PM Wednesday, October 01, 2008
 what about anger? can i write them there too.sometime i just wish that i can freaking walk away from everything and dont come back. life just isnt the way you want it to be. sometimes i just need that little more concern that you probably might have forgotten that you once gave me? i remembered i once had a shoulder to lie on.. where is it now. tell me please. Labels: emotions eyes sparkled at 10:18 PM Monday, September 29, 2008
bah! i took a cab to school and it friggin cost me 39AUD! damn it. it was public holiday (QUEENS BIRTHDAY) and apparently the queen's birthday is in may they just celebrate it at different time in different states. Happy birthday your highness. though its like 4 mths late? and poor me gotta pay a price just because i wanted to attend my lecture! the bus apparently starts at 9am with 1 frigging hr interval each. in sg when there is a festival or public holiday there is still PUBLIC TRANSPORT and instead of ending earlier they end even later than usual.. damn i am so not use to it. *grumble grumble* so going there is one problem coming back is another. i had to rush immediately after class.. i walked like super fast just to make sure i catch the bus just in time to the city to not miss my bus back home.. BUT!! the bus was late!! how nice so i had to wait close to 40mins for the bus. HOW NICE!!! i am so not looking forward to any public holidays here in australia..ROAR!~ eyes sparkled at 5:29 PM Sunday, September 28, 2008
what is it like to turn and see no one around. i don't know if its just me or somethings are gradually changing. i think the stuff i cooked this afternoon might be spoilt? i am getting tummy aches!! like massive ones. argh. no one is there for me to whine at.. i hate that feeling. i am in this self contradictory state. and i hate it. i've got heaps of due dates running right at me. i am going crazyy! maybe i am asking too much. or probably u just dont care enough. say it when u mean it dont just say it because i want u to say it. Labels: emotions eyes sparkled at 8:41 PM Saturday, September 27, 2008
 sometimes i wonder how important am i. it doesnt make a difference anyway. Labels: emotions eyes sparkled at 11:37 PM |
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