Saturday, September 26, 2009


don't expect too much from me. for i am only human

i feel pain, i cry, i misunderstand. but its because i am only human.

i am only human. don't expect me to know everything.

i am only human

eyes sparkled at 3:51 PM

Wednesday, September 23, 2009


the old me is back...

i am sick as ever.

yay.

headache nonstop for 3 weeks.

i went to the doctors this time.. i went twice to be exact.

first time for the headache and second time for the crazy gastric.

for my headache she said I've got bad sinus. she gave me a set of anti biotic but i finish the set and i still haven't recovered.

i had an all nighter on Sunday till 4am and couldn't sleep at all after that for my assignment and now i am sick.. maybe i shouldn't pull an all nighter from now on. =(

exam time table is kinda screwed.

2 papers on the 4th Nov (5hrs 20 mins altogether)
1 paper on the 10th
1 paper on the 13th (last day of exams for the school and the last slot!!) how nice...

should i change my air ticket from the 16th Nov to 14th.. i am kinda undeceive. gah.

i cant wait to go back!! shop eat and sleep on my comfy bed!!

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eyes sparkled at 3:19 PM

Tuesday, September 15, 2009


EXAMS should be officially banned

because of exams->ppl get stressed-> ppl eat-> ppl grow fat-> gets more stressed-> becomes depressed-> goes mental->dies

because of exams-> ppl study-> get stress-> go for exams-> gets results-> compare-> becomes demoralised/happy/sad/ motivated-> causing some to go mental/arrogant-> fail in life-> dies

therefore exams are evil and they lead to deaths!!! be it the death of the soul or the brain cells!!!

for the above scenarios, it further emphasize why EXAMS should be banned! ROAR!!

screw the exams!

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eyes sparkled at 4:46 PM

Friday, September 11, 2009


and this is the end of my study break!

it didnt feel like a holiday at all..

i've been rushing work and there is still millions piling up.

i am feeling a little demoralised about school and about driving.

i need some happy pills =(

edit:

recently theres so many things on my mind. and my mind just wonder off instantly.
its not really a good sign because i lose concentration when i am trying to focus.

theres too much stuff for me to worry about.
i know i should live each day as it is and not think too much but i cant help it
somebody save me!

maybe i need to get my butt off the seat and my fingers and eyes of the computer and get out to exercise.

perhaps it might never happen.

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eyes sparkled at 4:58 PM

Monday, September 07, 2009


i've been blog hopping when i am supposed to be rushing a group discussion report that needs to be complete by tonight

both entries in both blogs just suddenly caught my attention.

" she blogged,

Try too hard to be happy, you get disappointed.
Try too hard to chase, you fall and it runs away.
Try too hard to win, you'll fail even harder.
Try too hard to be cool is just lame.
Try too hard to be nice is just too fake.
Try too hard to think, you don't get anywhere.
But I think I'll still try
because I don't want to regret not doing anything about it.

he blogged,

the irony is that sometimes the harder you try the harder you'll crash into the wall of failure.
Trying to sleep is one such case,
as is trying to stay awake (in a boring lecture or smth)
trying not to think of the big blue elephant, we already know that doesn't work
trying to write.. sometimes I feel shitty and I try to write, the words just won't flow.
sometimes not trying at all is better.
but ultimately do or do not, the choice is yours."




the thing is how much should one try?
if you tried 20% u might feel that you didn't try hard enough.
but if you tried a 101% and then you fail wont you feel that your world will come crushing down?

when should we stop trying?
and
when do we start trying again?

how much effort do we put in?
how can you make failure not hurt?

i wonder.

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eyes sparkled at 7:20 PM

Sunday, September 06, 2009


i don't know how to express my feelings now

probably its the time of the month and i feel extremely grumpy.

but i get pissed of by the puppy at home

1) shit outside my room
2) pee under my chair
3) bite my shirt that's just being washed!

FEEL MY FURY!!!

i don't have particular hatred for animals but being brought up in an environment that is squeeky clean all the time i can help it but feel that there is bacteria all over the hyper energetic animal! FEEL MY PAIN!

they pee as they like shit wherever they like and do what crap they feel like. they bounce around everywhere in dust or mud. tell me how not to think that there's bacteria around?

there's a certain religion that has been preaching alot..
i believe in their god but don't force me to do anything.
not everyone goes to hell.
so what if i believe in more than one and some people believe in none?
i believe if god loves us as much as you say there wont be hell.

i believe that god is forgiving and loves everyone. i believe he has a big heart and wont bear to see anyone in hell suffering.

i chose what i believe. i interpret things how ever i want. and i strongly believe that no matter how many religions are there in the entire universe it just came from the same root. its just the difference in interpretation that's all.

god loves us even if people don't believe in them. god has mercy on everyone whether they believe in them or not. they say god created man but scientist say it was the evolution from apes and monkey but who created monkeys and apes. where things did start.

i believe in what i believe and it wont change.

i don't mean to offend any animal lover or certain group of worshippers but i believe that everyone has their right to choose. and their choice will be right in their perspective. don't force it onto others and if they believe it its their choice.

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