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Saturday, January 31, 2009
life is being a retard it pisses me off when i try so hard and nothing is acknowledged.. everything i do is being belittled. all the achievements though is nothing worth mentioning its still things that i am proud of. i did all those just to make u proud and yet i am not remembered for what I've done right. but for every single thing i fail to achieve or even worst none of my business but i being malign for. what the hell is wrong with this world. i try so hard not to disappoint any one yet i am still not worthy of that little bit of respect. i work so hard only to get hurt. so whats the point. since people think that i am not right when i do all the right things why should i continue doing the right things? i type this as the better of me tells me that i should just continue doing the right things till one day people realise that i am doing the right things all along. but the latter asks me why continue being good when i still get the same amount of blames and scoldings. why should i be good? why should i continue setting good examples when whatever i do, no one follows. and what ever they do wrong is my fault. why should i do the right things? why should i listen and be good. when someone else is pissing them off and then enjoying oneself when people like me being all good staying behind to get the mental torture and psychological abuse. why should i? shouldn't i be enjoying my life as i don't get to be 21 twice? why the hell should i miss out all the fun a 21 yr old gets? why should i keep silent when another person creates all the mess and disruption to everything another person fought so hard to maintain? what wrong did i do to deserve all this crap? why should i keep mum when i am being blamed for the things someone else do. why should i defend a person who would never repent. and be sorry for his/her own mistakes. why the hell should i? and he said.. "you do everything right thing till it's just so wrong." so is doing the right thing wrong? is the most filial person in the entire era of past, present and future have to go through all these? what the hell is filial piety? someone enlighten me. or perhaps them. eyes sparkled at 7:31 PM |
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