Thursday, June 28, 2007




been thinking and thinking and thinking...
i dont seem to get anything .. no answers at all..

dont blame life blame yourself..

bahh.. i feel a little not right today.

they(bible. holy sutra. random living soul. Teachers.PARENTs.) say:
-be nice ppl will be nice to u in return.
-love others. they'll love u in return.
-help others. they'll help u in return.
-study hard. u'll get good results in return.
-work hard. u'll reap good results in return.
-listen to your parents. its only right.
-be a good girl. its only right.
-if u are good all this year.. santa will bring u gifts down ur 0h-so-small chimney. which in my case there isnt any.
-take your vitamins.its only good for yourself.
-eat ur chicken its good for you . u r too skinny.
-veggies are good for health.


i believe in everything. i was good. i listened. i practiced all of the above. i do good deeds. i give up my seats when there are ppl who need it more then me. i help anyone that needs my help like helping a kid stand when they fall blah blah blah.. TEACHERS say that its only right to listen to the adults mainly them and THE PARENTS. they say its only right..

i listen to every damn thing they say. i trust everyone.

BUT WHY dont they tell you

-being too nice ppl take advantage of you?
-trust others too much they'll cheat you?
-vitamins u consume might only contain minimal vitamins the rest are chemicals?
-veggies has pesticides on them u eat u might die?
-chicken was slaughtered tragic-ly dont eat them.
-help ppl they'll step on u to go higher?
-abid the rules u die a boring person.
-love everyone and get hurt in return?
-care for others they might treat u like dirt in return?


WHY WHY WHYYY!!!!!!!

tell me life is like that.
tell me that life isnt rainbows and butterflies.
tell me that if there isnt any bad things u wont treasure the good things happening around you.
tell me that if there arent bad things there wont be good things either cos you'll never know.

thank the holy souls up there in the sky for giving me such a wonderful home.father.mother.sister.brother.boyfriend.

but with every good things there is something bad.


dont blame life.. BLAME MYSELF.
dont blame luck.. BLAME MYSELF.

just why?

















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