Friday, April 01, 2005


for the freakin third time i m updating.........

i m so lost... lost of words ..lost my mind... lost hope...lost...lost..lost...

sometimes when i m sad... i wonder if ppl really care... do they know i m there...do they know i dun feel right... juz when i got this lil candle of hope in me light up again... someone muz blow it away.....why why must this kinda thing happen to mi?...

when ppl are sad i m always ther for them... but when i m sad they r never there... i always tell myself thats becos i din tell them and they dun know... but... being selfish as humans...i wished tt someone was there... there to know everything... there to tell mi its ok...

i dont know wad to do... can i juz dig a hole a bury myself??? i hate it... all i wanted was to be normal...living average lifestyle...not to good not not bad...but this doesn't seem to happen....... it cos when it happens i dont know that happened... cos .........

I cAnt breaTHe.... i CAnT...

i m not alright......not at alllll.............

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