Tuesday, March 15, 2005


Sigh!!~ i m bored!!~

Guess wad i realli packed my room today.. i was utterly bored and i had nothing better to do so i took those big black plastic bags and begin to throw my stuffs.... mainly papers and books u see... yah... haha all the school memories rushing back into my head... all the time miss yong saying how lousy i was and tt i cannot make it...... i made it u fool... thats for embarassing mi in the corridor.. saying tt i was stupid and caN never make it!!!!! i hate u for tt...
u once made mi feel tt i was realli hopeless and could never make it... but i made it...i realli made it....

i know why i m always sneezing... i know u muz be taking our results and tellin those sec 3 and 4 how horrible we r...cover our names and start saying... "ahh.. look at this girl... she sacrifice all her other subjects and hang herself for a maths.... tell her to drop she dun wan she can do better one u see LAH..." and on u go... i remember how terrified i was when tt happened .... but noW i feel tt u r a soar loser!!~ argh!!~ i hate u yet i still thank u for making mi stronger!!! argh i hate u so!!!!!!!

okie then i was struggling whether to throw all my notes and the a maths notebook!!~ ahhhh all the memories.... but yah i threw them... i was like thinkin 50 yrs down the road when i take out my secondary school stuff from this old dusty box...will i cry or will i laugh at my stupidity in my younger days.. will my friends still remember mi... will they be like mi old and haggard? or wuld they be living much better lives... i hope the latter...anyway i threw all the stuffs except those text books... i know my mum wants them for my bro....

okie... suddenly i felt so much like going back to school again.... i miss rajan alot... the fierce look in hher face...if not for her i wuld not have the courage to face reality and continue to take my a maths... but again i fell ashamed for not doin well for my english.... utter disgrace....

let bygones be bygones....wads the use of pondering about the past right?? ya i guess so.........

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